My Life ugh

Healthy snack of celery and peanut butter. It's helping me overcome the stressing I'm doing today

Everything was fine until i learned they are increasing my rent. I am on disability due to my lung cancer, and i barely made it by before the increase.

Idk what i am going to do because now all of my bills are going to put me at a deficit. Most of my credit cards are near their limit so i can't even fall back on those for support.

I hate freaking out like this


Stupid bills.

Stupid adulting.

Stupid painful and debilitating cancer

I have a GoFundMe me in my bio if anyone wants to help. Any help will be appreciated from the bottom of my heart and soul. May God bless you and keep you.

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