Today is a new day

 Today is a new day. It's the first day where I do not have to go to the dreaded cold, depressing and annoying radiation. Yesterday was my last day, and I am extremely relieved to say the least.

Radiation has took a lot out of me. I only had 10 treatments, but during that time, all I wanted to do was sleep. I had no energy and it felt like my life revolved around radiation treatments. I also would go into a rage because the elevators were ALWAYS broken. The hospital's elevators are broken. I'm not one to complain, but that is just ignorant. Some people can't use the stairs, or some people have a limited lung capacity and stairs are hard for them because it puts a strain on their heart. I then would have to go find another elevator, complaining at the same time. Thank goodness that's over.

I am just so grateful to God that I don't have to do that anymore. Sometimes, I think, I focus too much on the negative parts of my life. However, I will try to focus more on the positive, such as the things I have, instead of the things I do not have. Maybe, just like how I stopped radiation, I will stop being so negative.  It won't hurt,and it can only help me in the long run.

I want to think of things I'm grateful for, I want to do things I've always been putting off. Maybe this will help me enjoy life better? I surely hope so.



 much love and God bless.

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